i really don't want to post right now because i want him to read my previous entry first. aaargh frustration.

frustration is already eating me.

frustrated with work.
frustrated with friends.
frustrated with myself.
frustrated with life.
frustrated with everything.

i need someone to talk to with whom i can vent out all these things building up inside me. super unhealthy.

yey. after i finished typing the previous paragraph, he txtd me. made me smile. for a while. aaaargh.

i hate grad lists. i hate calling people and asking them the same questions over and over again. i hate waiting.

i am thinking. how long will i wait for him? i know he is still not aware that i am the one made for him. harhar. how could i make him realize that i am the one that he's supposed to spend his entire life with. what is taking him so long to figure it out???? didn't he know that he's the cause of all the delay? delay of my happiness. delay of his. we've been looking for it for so long but then we can't seem to grasp it. aaaaaaaarggh.

how much pain will i still have to go through before i can have him?

HOY MAGISING KA!!!!! ANU BA!!

haha. frustration. frustration.

i wonder.. where do i belong? i have a theory. still thinking of an appropriate name for that. it's about the four kinds of people you meet in your life. i don't want to disclose this yet because someone might actually steal it. hahaha. but i give it as advice to my friends at times. :)

can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. harhar.