i have a long ist of things that i should be thankful for.

...work
...our hires this month. so enough to even exceed xave's target. yey!
...iya.lester.janis.brian. the best guys

...friends
...roselle for hanging out with me every weekend so i wont get sad
...jayjay for talking to me everyday
...iya.lester for making my day at work so bearable
...princess for sharing thoughts with me, understanding me, and loves me still kahit antukin akong bata
...esdi for still remembering me
...feu friends, ust friends, sls friends, spl friends, 3i friends

...family
...bok is here. jp is here.
...cousins still rule

...money
...no prob with this one kahit nashort ako this week
...bought ixus 75 with my own savings. yey!

a lot right? God gives me belssings to compensate for that one thing that makes me sad.

i really am thankful.

but...

i am still sad.

there's still one part in my life that is currently empty.

i mean, to whom will i share my fulfillment, our hires, my happiness, my plans.

aside from friends and family, that is.

i want someone that will listen to my stories everynight, my complaints, my jokes, my achievements.

but i am thankful really.

but can't help to still want for someone.

iman and i? no chance at all. his decision not mine.


and i also stopped looking. im now just waiting.